Jason Jansen
2010-05-04 13:13:35 UTC
http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/story/wright-contemplated-suicide-after-meltdown_1141262
04 May 2010 12:38
Chely Wright - Wright Contemplated Suicide After 'Meltdown'
Gay country star CHELY WRIGHT considered taking her own life after
personal conflicts over her sexuality led to a "meltdown".
The singer 'came out' as a lesbian this week (beg03May10), announcing
the news in an interview with People magazine.
Wright admits she felt pressured to keep her sexuality a secret
throughout her career, and her internal struggles reached boiling
point after an emotional conversation with fellow country star John
Rich.
She tells Access Hollywood, "He said, 'You're not gay are you?' I
said, 'No, John, I'm not.' He said, 'Good, thank God.' And that began
a spiral for me. I had a meltdown shortly after that."
The Shut Up and Drive singer, 39, reveals she suffered an emotional
breakdown in 2006 which led to her standing in front of a mirror with
a loaded gun - but a last-minute change of heart saved her from
suicide.
She explains, "I was looking at myself in a mirror... as I was about
to do it. I just looked at myself and something snapped and I started
to cry... and I realised I have too much to live for.
"I may lose my career in country music (by 'coming out'), that will
break my heart, but it's okay. I have a lot of different pieces of my
heart that matter and that's what I've come to learn."
04 May 2010 12:38
Chely Wright - Wright Contemplated Suicide After 'Meltdown'
Gay country star CHELY WRIGHT considered taking her own life after
personal conflicts over her sexuality led to a "meltdown".
The singer 'came out' as a lesbian this week (beg03May10), announcing
the news in an interview with People magazine.
Wright admits she felt pressured to keep her sexuality a secret
throughout her career, and her internal struggles reached boiling
point after an emotional conversation with fellow country star John
Rich.
She tells Access Hollywood, "He said, 'You're not gay are you?' I
said, 'No, John, I'm not.' He said, 'Good, thank God.' And that began
a spiral for me. I had a meltdown shortly after that."
The Shut Up and Drive singer, 39, reveals she suffered an emotional
breakdown in 2006 which led to her standing in front of a mirror with
a loaded gun - but a last-minute change of heart saved her from
suicide.
She explains, "I was looking at myself in a mirror... as I was about
to do it. I just looked at myself and something snapped and I started
to cry... and I realised I have too much to live for.
"I may lose my career in country music (by 'coming out'), that will
break my heart, but it's okay. I have a lot of different pieces of my
heart that matter and that's what I've come to learn."